Been together with my husband for 13 years, married 3. I changed so much for myself and kids. He doesnt want to leave the past and his addictions. I cant do this anymore with him fighting, him not coming home at times, drinking, drugs. Im fed up with this lifestyle. He told me if i left that he wouldn’t leave me alone, that he would make my life hell. I want to leave so bad i don’t love him anymore. I have a 9 year old son and a 3 year old daughter and they both love their dad. I stay in this marriage for them cause dont get me wrong he is a great father. But he’s a bad husband, worst provider but great dad to his kids. Please help me know how to leave my husband.